I had a sweet letter the other day from a fellow crafter who was praising me for "always making such beautiful things". I had to giggle because obviously she was not privy to this currently creation that was sitting on my counter.
You see, I wanted to learn something new so I decided to attempt charted color work. I have never done it - knit or crochet - so this was an adventure. I grabbed my graph paper notebook that I purchased several months for exactly this and sat down. Disappointed that I totally forgot to pick up colored pencils, I grabbed a pen and simply shaded in the squares where I thought the color would go. Pleased with my new graph, I grabbed two colors from my stash and set to work.
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The inside looked good, the outside was almost recognizable as snowflake... |
I was thinking I was doing okay... then it dawned on me how wonky it was getting the further along I went. I stuck with it because I figured it would be best to go on, using my limited skills, and figure what I did wrong at the end. It was just scrap yarn and that is what scrap yarn is there for - practicing. I also knew that this was going to my mama and she would love it regardless if looked like a snowflake bag or a Rorschach test. Here is the end result...
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Definite Rorschach test result but now it can be a game AND a bag that holds ornaments. |
I get a giggle out of it but in a way, I'm also kind of proud of it. I graphed it. I overcame my fear of trying it. I can kind of see where it wanted to be a snowflake and I'm sure with a bit more practice and research, the next one will be closer to being identifiable as what I intended. So you see, it's not a true statement to say that everything I make comes out so beautiful - obviously, not always.
On the plus side, I am attempting the chart again but this time I am knitting it up as a gift card holder. There are a few issues here as well but I'm not going to beat myself up over them. I'm learning and when you're learning, everything is positive... even the creatively rogue moments. See, I don't make mistakes when I'm creating... I simply go rogue... a lot.
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Bet y'all forgot I knew how to knit... yeah, for a few minutes there, I did too! |
The best part will happen next year or the year after, when these things are pulled out again and I can look at them, giggling over the silliness of the mistakes I made and the fear I had in creating them. I can also be proud - that I had the courage to try and that I have learned so much since this first time.
Celebrate the efforts - regardless of the outcome. Things will not always turn out as you envision them but as long as you continue to try, they have a better chance of success than if you don't even start.